Ok here is my confession to the world, i like an older woman. Alrighty, she isn't older as in she-lives-in-a-rest-home, but she is 3 years older than me, and what is more is she has her bacholer's (and i know that i can't spell) and is nearly done with her masters, oh boy, and i am still fussing about what i am majoring in and i have no idea how long it is going to take me to get my mystery degree. She is fun, cute, cheder on celery loving, hard working, awsome. . . .
ok, so what am i to do about it? here is were the 80 20 pricipal comes in. And no it isn't the normal 80 20, it is 80% of the things you worry about will never happen and the other 20% you can't do anything about, so stop worrying. But that is such a passive take on things that i am scarred that she will think that i don't like her and will say to herself, "well if he doesn't apprieciate me, than i will just go on a mission." which she is thinking about anyway, p.s. and by the way
i have talked to my sisters about all this, and what doesn't make things less complicated is that i don't understand the way that my sisters communicate. AAAHHHHH!!!
things do seem to be going quite well though, we do things togeather often, and she even forgives me when i say something completely stupid (which also happens quite often)
the last little thing (and by little i mean somewhere in between the size of Mount McKinley and Everest) is that i am struggleing with confidence, i am working through it, but it is one of those things that i would like to have worked out before I get into a serious relationship, which is where i would like this to go, which is why i don't know what the heck i am doing, blahblahblah
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