i feel as vulnerable as a . . .

well, this week end was great, it was beyond great. I went with Melissa down to Salt Lake and we did some temple work together. It was great because of the live session. We were asked to help with some sealing work as well, so we did that. Way cool! We also went to this great authentic Italian restaurant. We had some good food and a great ride back. Oh, so much fun.

Well before that, on thursday, after i had volunteered at the Distribution center, Melissa took me to the pumpkin walk, which actual didn't happen, because it just wasn't up and running. But we had a good time and i told her, in my own weird little way that i really like her, (ok i said more than that, but i don't want to confess it to the world.) and there was this whole- akward is not the right word for it- but i felt so vulnerable, and she didn't say anything, so i was freaking out, and i told her that i felt as vulnerable as . . .

Well everything in that department is going well, i also finished my Play writing test on time which was really cool. We had to read Raisin in the Sun and write about it in ply writing terms. I had to pull an all nighter, which is usually ok, but the next day, i started my training at Sam's Club. So i was i little tired for that, but Barbara was understanding and i feel that things are going to work out very well. So far i have only really done half of my training, and so that is what i will be doing for the next couple of days, oh Joy.

I currently have the hickups- not when you are reading this but while i am writing this.

I have a doctor's physical today, 40 min after my last class, and my car keys are missing and it is down in provodince, that is about 4 miles south of my class, so unless i want to run for four miles, i have to figure something out, i also have to do my laundry. Oh boy, i think that i am going to borrow my roommates bike and hoof it that way. And if you are wondering why i have an apointment to see my doctor, i will tell you why. I will even tell you why if you are not wondering. I am thinking about joining the ROTC and i need to get this checked out before hand. i have already had my eyes and ears checked out, and i am on the good side for both, not super duper better than you, but just normal, and on the good side of average.

here is a funny story about being aware of where you are, or not. So i went to the Clinic to get my hearing test and there are two desks, clearly marked. One is near the door, the other is on the far side of the room. I walked to the near desk and waited untill someone noticed me, i told the reseptionist that i was there to see Dr. Spreit, and she politely directed me to the next desk. As i was turning to walk away i noticed the label for the first desk, at which i had waited so paciently waited. OBGYN. Yep, i got to look around more, so. tral lala